Not once but twice last Friday (1 day before my B’day). I’m not sure what happened, but I guessed the minor blunder which I made in work + external auditors in our office + terrible breakout + PMS just took it away. I was already feeling real down the whole of last week and decided to take half day leave and head back home. After writing a short note to Ghaya telling her that, she asked if I was crying. I shook my heads and "laughed" it off, muttering a “no” while heading to the toilet.
Alone in the toilet cubicle, tears flowed uncontrollably for around 5 mins. After seated back on my desk for less than 5 mins, I felt suffocated when the management people were around my desk talking about work. When Ghaya called and asked what happened, I found myself crying again. This time, I was sobbing away in the cubicle instead of tearing. (think I scared the hell out of her). Surprisingly, I felt much better after the shocking breakdown, and with urgent work stuffs to be settled that day, I canceled my leave during lunch hour (which led to the insensitive VP saying that I’m fickle minded).
I can say that last week was the worst days I’ve felt during all of my PMSs. But I’m thankful for the concern my friends gave + family members who endured my (yet another round of) bad temper.
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